swordmage | Open Letter to the Universe (Reply)

Dear Universe - or whatever damned diety controls my frakking life.

Thank you.

Thank you for deciding that it's my fate to go nuts before I turn 21.

Thank you for having kindly decided that work, while good, will also be a pain in the ass - by making it so I call every damned appointment for the next day, which means I have to start at about 3 fucking 30 in order to finish, and even then, I'm finishing at 2 minutes to 5. This was not in my job description when I was hired. I'll do it, but it means I'll neglect everything else until it gets done. And I will end the day tired and stressed. (And yes, the pay's worth it, before and if you were going to ask.)

Thank you for making me tired enough that "fuck" is re-entering my vocabulary.

Thank you for making sure there's a nice bundle of SCA things that, at the time I took them on, I was free, but now seem to have been overtaken by other things.

Thank you for making pre-registration the bane of my existence right now.

Thank you for making my choice of major be one that's turning me hopelessly cynical.

Thank you for making me tired, stressed, and inclined to be about to snap a fair amount of the time.

Thank you for making it so damned hard to keep some commitments (an RP comes to mind *hangs head*).

And finally, thank you for making me actually *gah* enough to post this. To the flist, feel free to ignore, not comment, or whatever. I'm not looking for sympathy, just needed to vent some. Thanks.

Sincerely
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