deep breath
Nov. 15th, 2012 10:01 amand *exhale*
I had an interesting appointment with my therapist the other day. Pretty much I realized that things were actually really good overall, and for the first time in a very long while I wasn't a little ball of stress waiting for the other shoe to drop. This is massive, and it pleases me beyond anything else at the moment.
It just feels good to be more like myself. As far as we can tell, it's a cumulative thing, something that's been happening slowly, but surely.
Now, things are far from perfect, mind. I'm still... me. Which means, yes, there are quirks to my personality like being snarky and a bit petty here and there. But at the same time, it's rather more manageable. Ok much more manageable.
I had an interesting appointment with my therapist the other day. Pretty much I realized that things were actually really good overall, and for the first time in a very long while I wasn't a little ball of stress waiting for the other shoe to drop. This is massive, and it pleases me beyond anything else at the moment.
It just feels good to be more like myself. As far as we can tell, it's a cumulative thing, something that's been happening slowly, but surely.
Now, things are far from perfect, mind. I'm still... me. Which means, yes, there are quirks to my personality like being snarky and a bit petty here and there. But at the same time, it's rather more manageable. Ok much more manageable.